https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/nobody understands. except tüntolk. Kündölük 3.4.2enhttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/08/goodbye-black.html Thu, 20 Aug 2009 22:00:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/08/goodbye-black.html mood: grown up?? · music: tüntolk (the happy one) i got into the medical college. nurse. mama won. actually i won also, i want it now. so this is the last post here probably. i will keep the blog for memory. if you are 16 and wearing black in talas: it gets better. and tüntolk is NOT just noise.…https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/07/results.html Wed, 22 Jul 2009 21:00:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/07/results.html mood: ok · music: tüntolk (the happy one) the results: iradi 84, english 91, biology 79, maths 62. mama said "well, maths is a thing that happens to everyone". the college wants 70 average. i have 79. wait. i have to do the math. (79+84+91+62)/4 = 79. ok. ok. YES. dont tell maths.https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/06/the-test.html Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:30:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/06/the-test.html mood: empty · music: none the national test, 3 days. in the hall a man with a clock walked between the desks and every time he coughed my heart stopped. there is no Russian paper this year, they took it away, so for the first time everyone in our hall wrote in Iradi or English. Zhanyl wrote in…https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/05/last-bell.html Sat, 23 May 2009 19:50:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/05/last-bell.html mood: everything · music: none the last bell. we had ribbons and flowers, a girl from the first class rang the bell on a big boy's shoulder. my teacher cried, i didnt cry. then i went behind the gym and cried a little. Zhanyl hugged me and said "I am not good at saying things" and then said it…https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/03/the-light-is-back-mostly.html Sun, 01 Mar 2009 20:15:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/03/the-light-is-back-mostly.html mood: soft · music: Kara Suu (track 6) we have light the whole evening now. Juju's kittens (adults now) sit by the lamp like they invented it. i did homework until midnight just because i could. winter is over. i hope. mama says do not say that out loud.https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/01/cold.html Fri, 23 Jan 2009 19:30:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2009/01/cold.html mood: frozen · music: none (no electricity lol) we have light only 2 hours in the evening. i do homework with a candle like in 1800. juju sleeps on the radiator but it is cold so she is confused. writing this at the internet club, they have a generator. 20 som for half an hour.https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/10/rain.html Sat, 11 Oct 2008 23:10:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/10/rain.html mood: perfect · music: the rain it rained all day. i love when the street smells like a stone. we sat in the corridor of the school and nobody went home, the teacher let us stay, and we told stories about Talas ghosts. Zhanyl told one about the Kariz bride, a woman in white who walks the old water…https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/08/last-year.html Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:00:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/08/last-year.html mood: weird · music: Mor-Wave last year of school starts on monday. 12th class. the test. then life. how is it possible that 1st class was yesterday. meerim and i are going to the river tomorrow to take photos with her new phone (it has 1.3 megapixels!!!)https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/06/meerim-s-university.html Sat, 28 Jun 2008 18:40:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/06/meerim-s-university.html mood: jealous (a little) · music: Mor-Wave went with meerim to the university to see where she has the exams. so many stairs! so many people who all know where they are going! she walked in like she lived there, i stayed on the pavement. then she came out with a face like a lemon and said "old…https://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/04/kundoluk-changed.html Sat, 19 Apr 2008 22:05:00 +0600mehttps://blog.attelkom.net/aika/2008/04/kundoluk-changed.html mood: nervous · music: radio kündölük updated to 2.0 and for ten minutes i could not find the "new post" button. it moved. everything is a bit more grey on the edges but my black and pink survived, with the marquee, thank god. meerim's glitter was damaged and Bekzhan fixed it, she says, "he is a…